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[Nov. 27th, 2005|01:51 pm] |
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| |  quixotic - dagens glosa. | ] |
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| | Stilla natt (alltså inte låten, utan tystnaden) | ] |
I want ice cream. jordgubbsglass-baby? =)
I read a lot of information regarding narcissism last night, and i found it very interesting. Psychology is really what i want to study in Sthlm. (at the moment). For you see, my choice of education is subject to constant change and second-guessing, but hey! What would youth be like if you knew everything? (I've grown out of that phase)
Back in the days, you could just say whatever you'd like because of the fact that noone set you straight. Well now a days i have plenty of upstanding members of my family and friends who gladly point it out to me if something that i say is wrong. Thus, i have become desillusionized. I am no longer a genius. I am no longer a beacon of moral value and integrity. I, along with everyone else, act purely out of egoistic urges.
Whether someone does something for someone else, or him/herself, this is still an act of egoism. Egoism is really too strong of a word to use in that particular case, but for lack of better phrases, it will do. dododo. ice cream. on my tv-table. now. bye. |
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| Let's go to the Khaniel |
[Nov. 10th, 2005|12:38 pm] |
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| | Sevendust - Enemy | ] |
No, that's not a village in the middle east, and maybe it doesn't even sound like the name of one, but it is actually a café. I will be going there with my lovely girlfriend and my friend Martin.
Today we've both joined viktklubb.se which is sort of a calory/exercise measuring website, which helps you to lose weight, which is good. And i'm going to be late.. damn. BYE! |
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[Oct. 18th, 2005|10:17 pm] |
So here i sit, alone in the living room, while my adorable girlfriend is making me 2,5 dl pasta and frying a big fat sausage.
We're about to watch Lost, the series which previously entitled us to one Lostbulle each, but that's no the case. Right now, as I speak, my food is getting closer and closer to completion thanks to the bussgroda which is my girlfriend.
On a slightly more mundane note, i've lost $3000 dollars on online poker in the last few days.
(lucky they weren't real money....) |
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[Oct. 10th, 2005|01:24 am] |
Okay people, it's American Psycho-time.
"I'm on the verge of tears by the time we arrive at espace, since i'm positive we won't have a decent table. But we do. The relief washes over me in an awesome way"
How could you not love that movie? I always thought that it was made in the 1980's, but it was actually recorded in 1998, and released in 1999. Enough of that. I'm gonna go kiss my girlfriend. byes. |
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[Oct. 3rd, 2005|12:26 am] |
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I have no idea what to write, or rather, how to express myself.
Today has been a day of nothingness. I've been sitting in front of the computer most of the time today. All i want is to have the feeling that everything is going to be okay, but that's not the world we're living in. Nothing is truly secure and indestructible. Things you thought would last forever are getting worn out and slowly disappearing. Oil, parents, last months paycheck, and so on....
The trick is to keep updating your self image, and never getting caught in one stage of your life. By doing this you can avoid getting used to your everyday life, which in turn can become boring. Change can be demanding and can bring strain and maybe even sacrifice.
I suppose the point is to create something that has some sort of quality to it, and some vitality so it can live a long time. No matter what you do, you have to concentrate to make it the best it can be. Durability is often found in quality, and quality is often recognized in the details of a piece of work, whether it is a car or a wooden spoon.
I'm no one to preach about how to be happy, because when i am, it's really not because of myself..
Good night! |
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| Bed is where you lay your head. |
[Sep. 15th, 2005|02:32 am] |
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| |  tired | ] |
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| | The Tiger Lillies - Waiters | ] |
Right.. Tomorrow will be a day of being together and getting things done.
I worked in the senior citizens service today, and it was absolutely disgusting, as it sometimes is. I was in an old mans house, and i couldn't breathe. This particular man can't clean himself, but no grant has been given for us to clean him, and so... he smells.
But it's not just him that smells, his entire god damned house reeks of shit, urine and everything else you can imagine. There are many conclusions that you might come to having read this.. One might be that i have a shit job, another might be that i would do anything for money, but none of those are true.
This job is actually one of the more stimulating ones i've ever had. And i hope to be able to work there until i begin at SAE Sthlm.
Good night for now though, i've got a beautiful girlfriend waiting for me.. =) |
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| Terrorism? |
[Sep. 11th, 2005|03:13 am] |
Okay.. so SWEDEN has been warned by Al-Qaida....??
U.S.A and U.K i can understand, and maybe even Spain or Italy.. but SWEDEN?
We have 97 soldiers on some sort of mission in Afghanistan, i have no idea what they're doing there..
Dra åt helvete fegisar. |
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| Back again? |
[Sep. 7th, 2005|02:09 am] |
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| | sleepy | ] |
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| | Silence | ] |
You can all disregard that last statement..
I'm here again and i intend to keep you all (what.. 2-3 people?) updated on what's going on in my life.
Today i have been doing a lot of working out. Well, relatively anyway, and i intend on doing so tomorrow as well.
I'll let you know how it goes..
/-obias |
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[May. 22nd, 2005|03:38 am] |
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Fuck this fucking community. |
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[May. 15th, 2005|03:59 am] |
Have you every noticed that you sometimes find yourself thinking much more clearly during a specific time of the day(or night).
Night time is my time. And although all i think about is clichés, i still like it.
btw, Kelly Clarkson - Since you've been gone, is really well produced.. |
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| Just Joined |
[May. 11th, 2005|12:23 am] |
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Hello everyone..
So.. I've just joined this community. For the second time i guess.
This time i will be serious about it though, it really seems like
a good place to engage in some sort of intelligence conversation.
Stay cool för guds skull. |
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